I am so lonely . I am so tried, I am so tried of everything even though I don't do nothing all day along . I just sit at one corner and think, why am I was bored ?, I don't have any talent; no talent at all- have you ever met a person who has absolutely ineptitude . I am a very boring person, who has nothing to talk about . I pretend in social media that my life is perfect . I am tried of lieing sometimes when people ask me that" In which class are you dear " I just want to scream that " I DON'T GO TO SCHOOL! ITS BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE THE LAST TIME I SAW A SCHOOL BUILDING, I JUST SIT AT HOME AND DO NOTHING! " But these words stop at the tip of my tongue, and I just politely give a pseudo-smile and reply. Sometimes I want to die, I even tried to commit suicide 3 times but I am so stubborn that I didn't die . I don't have any friends expect one which I only meet once in 2 months. I can't open up to anyone. I have lost my social skills .I used to